Dazed, uncertain, confused - three words that best describe my present state. I envy those people who from the start know what they want to be in life. It is my dilemma right now. The feared question is bugging me again and until I find the answer, it won't stop.
Two days ago, I grab my journal and jot down the things that I want to be and it boils down to four things:
- fashion designer and merchandiser
The law attraction says that we have to focus on the end and not on the means but how could I possibly do that? I'm not just looking for a job, I'm looking for a profession that I could practice for the rest of my life; a profession that would make me feel satisfied; a profession that would make me feel just right.
First day of IVF Therapy Training is done and I couldn't explain the thoughts running inside my head during the last few hours. I also couldn't consider those thoughts as impulsive because they are the same thoughts that I had back in second year college.
Taking risk is indeed a risk. It's not an easy job especially if you're choosing between the easier way vs the road less traveled.
or is it just me who's making it harder? Do I really know what I want but I'm just afraid to give in? I need help :(
What would really suit me?
- observing people
- creating new things
- talking/dealing with people
- doing ordinary things in an extraordinary way
I'm tired of figuring it out. It's not yet late to search for it, right?