After some time of putting things together and thinking about them, I was able to come to a conclusion that it's way easier to just go with the flow of things. Less energy and frustration will be the result. Besides I can still enjoy the perks of both worlds (the present and the one that I want). And another thing, if you want to attract the good things in life even if you badly hate your present situation, stop complaining! Believe me, complaining doesn't move you even an inch and would even attract more negative vibes.
Bye for now! I still have to rest for my duty later! I hope (and pray) that through it, it will make me change the way I see things.