Like any other week, this week has been full of ups and downs. Let me start with 'happy things.' On top of the list is my new netbook! I'm like a dog with 10 tails as I touch the shiny skin of "Blackie", my ASUS eeepc 1005p netbook. A day after the purchase, I bought a router, netbook cooler, and an optical mouse. And now, I'm broke - lol. Another happy thought: reunion with newfound friends during the seminar. I miss them so much! One of the good things that this training had brought is that it broaden my circle of friends. Third happy thought, have seen my crushes - lol.
Enough for the giddiness.
This week has been SO stressful. I have to finish projects on time (my online work). Plus, I need to stay energetic for my duty. I'm not superwoman and I'm coping in a negative way. I've been absent from my duty for two days this week, in total I have 3 absences during night shift duties and 1 absence in an am shift. I feel like the most irresponsible in this planet. I'm not like this. I've always perceived myself as responsible and with good work ethics. I want to change. I can't be like this forever. I learned to love this field though there are times that I would wish that I'd be in the same field but different area.
I need to change. That's it.
Juggling work and training is HARD but I have to cope.