It's been a roller-coaster ride. There are ups and downs but just the same, I'm still here. I just want to do it - period. I want to overcome my fears and want to feel that I'm capable of becoming someone who I want to be in the first place. I don't want to be moved by monetary rewards nor by nobility status.
I want to rest in a place where I would feel like it's my very own playground. I want to do something that I would most likely do for the rest of my life.
I'm still confused but I believe in His plans. I am not just here for a chance. Things happen because they are bound to happen. As of now, I want to settle on that kind of mentality.