Most of the times, being secretive can be a great thing. For one reason, keeping things to yourself frees you from critics or worse, from being ridiculed.
I want to do more with my life and each time I share my plans with others, I either get frowns or doubts. Well, this is a free country and everyone can express themselves in any way they want to.
I want to keep this change.
Sometimes it feels good to surprise yourself with things you aren't really sure of.