It's definitely not fair for people around me to be affected just because I got so disappointed for not being able to find a job in a hospital. This sucks. I'm tempted (a lot of times) to venture to other fields but I'll surely miss my profession. Siguro nga mahal ko na 'to kaya't mahirap bitawan.
I've been having this bad day. My parents keep on asking me what's wrong but I simply tell them that it's nothing although this hopelessness is creeping and tearing me inside. I don't want to lose my optimism. I know that this plight will soon end. I just have to keep going.