When things get blurry it's nice to seek inspiration from books. And I'd say they are one of the best sources ever! I'm back to reading once again. I borrowed a book from Grace (Purpose Driven Life) and my brother surprised me last night with a Nicholas Sparks book: Dear John. It's a sweet thing of him to borrow the book from his girlfriend.
Anyway, the books had somehow gave a sense of purpose and direction. I may not ave the answer yet for what I'm searching but at least I already have an idea and by now, knew what to do to make it happen. Definitely, things happen for a reason and we are not an accident.